Hey, people, what's up? Today was like any other Wednesday, really. My friend Jason wasn't at school today. Hope he's okay, cause he came to school with stitches over his eye because "I was tryin ta do a tricky skateboarding trick, but I landed on my head". Smart, right?
Anyway, today I realized how much Casey has changed. Or most likely, how much of her I'm starting to see. She's so judgmental. She always calling people a slut or a whore behind their back and her favorite insult is calling people gay. Also that she's very rude to basically anyone who pisses her off the slightest bit. She also holds grudges a lot and when she's in a bad mood no one is her friend. At least not me. Finally, she's been hanging out with the more "popular" kids now and I totally support that... But I don't belong there. I don't mean to dis her, she's extremely funny and creative, it's just that this is how she is. I miss the Casey I used to have play-dates with and we used to laugh and talk and have so much fun. My other friends aren't as close to me and we don't share many of the same likes and dislikes. But I'm starting to feel that way with Casey, too. My one other good friend hangs out with people I can't relate to, just like Casey does. She leaves me for her other friends a lot. But that's okay. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate Casey or any of the other people, I just don't fit in. Makes eating lunch really suck. Casey understands me less and less. It would be okay, but she doesn't get why I don't feel like I fit in. She always fits in.
Enough of my depressing rambling! Okay, let's see... I have a concert coming up this weekend! I love the songs we're singing. Can't wait for our international competition this summer in Vancouver! It's gonna be awesome. A lot of work, but worth it! (especially if we win!)
Alright, off to surf the web and youtube (of course). Adios!
p.s. If you are strange and like immature, twisted humor, search the Lazer Collection on youtube. Hilarious!
1 comments:
I'm sorry you and Casey havn't been really close lately ... I hope it works out okay for you.
Fitting in is no fun! Be yourself and forget anyone who tries to tell you you arn't good enough. Just live life to the fullest - your own way! <3
Rock on!
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