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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

"...you'll never remember, your head is far too blurry..."

Waiting in line. Two hours of standing in the freezing cold and snow. Numb feet, red cheeks, pockets full of stickers, buttons and fliers promoting struggling artists who walk the line for hours in the cold trying to sell a CD or promote a website. The heart of Times Square in the snow at 5pm on a Tuesday night and still people fill the streets, umbrellas up, heads down, rushing to get warm.

But we wait. The crazy fans in below-freezing weather wait for the doors to open hours later. Some who had friends (or a parent in my case) to wait in line for them sought refuge in the stores next to us like the MTV store and Billabong. Others bought cups of coffee and hot chocolate at Starbucks to bring back to their friends. The guy with a short sleeved shirt and no coat was probably thankful for friends like that. Of course doors to a concert can only open half an hour later than they said they would. Figures.

Finally, we were inside. I slowly thawed. Very slowly. I had never been so cold in my entire life and I am not exaggerating one bit. My mom found a seat in the back to put our coats and bags, it was also her place to sit when standing the whole time got too much for her. I took my place at the front of the stage. I almost cried.

I was so close! I may not have been at the very front, but I was really close! It was amazing. I made temporary friends with two girls from Long Island. We talked about how unfair it was that all the tall people were in the front and we stuck together during the concert as we moved our way through the crowd.

I guess the crowd got bored while we watched them test the lights because a bunch of people blew up some condoms and everyone took turns hitting them into the air. My mom was like "Don't touch that, you don't know where it's been" and "I didn't know you could blow those up so big", lol she was cracking me up. I know this whole paragraph was totally unnecessary, but I just thought it was funny >.<

So the opening band was called Tiga(?). It was really these two guys rapping. They weren't very good, but luckily they only got to play 3 songs since they started really late.

I have to say, the bass was amazing! It felt like it was beating your heart for you and you could feel your clothes vibrate. My hair was vibrating, too, it was so weird :P

The venue was fairly small. There were seats in the back and the rest was standing. My mother had to go sit by 10pm because she was tired :) Good for me because she had all our coats and bags at the seat so I didn't have to carry it around.

Then... Fall Out Boy! They came on and played Thnks Fr Th Mmrs. Andy was shirtless (of course) even though I couldn't really see him until later into the concert. Patrick was wearing a green cap. Pete was in jeans and a red and black stripped mock turtle neck. He must of been SO HOT! And he was.... lol! :P Joe was wearing a band T-shirt but I don't remember what was on it. Check the pics.

They were great! Patrick has a great voice that carries really well and I am happy to say that his voice translates well on stage as well as in the studio. Pete is super hot in person! He had face paint on but I'm not exactly sure what it was supposed to be.

So here are the songs they played: (Of course I can never remember what order anything is in, but I'm sure about the first and last ones).

-Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
-Chicago Was So Two Years Ago
-I Don't Care
-America's Suitehearts
-Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet
-This Ain't A Scene It's An Arms Race
-Sugar We're Going Down
-Where Is Your Boy/Grand Theft Autumn
-Beat It
-I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me + You)
-The Take Over, The Break's Over
-I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me

Patrick sounded really good. And I was glad that Pete and Joe kept switching sides so I could see them both, and even Patrick came over to our side a couple times.

Haha when Pete talks he sound kind of dumb :P He's super cute though!

My mom pulled me out of the concert 10 minutes early because it was really hot and also we wanted to get to the signing early. And she got me an FOB shirt <3

We met my dad outside and he and I waited in line that snaked in and out of the rows of CDs in Virgin. We sat on the floor with all the other people, with our Folie A Deux's in hand. When Fall Out Boy came down the escalator we were all screaming. Then we steadily walked along the line snapping pictures of them every chance we got.
When I finally got up to the table, I had my booklet-thing out, open to Patrick's page (if you have the album then you know that each of the members has their own page with their picture and a huge blank space, perfect for autographs). And I got to talk to Patrick! I actually had a short conversation with Patrick Vaughn Stump! It went as following:

me: "Hi"
Patrick: "Hi"
me: "Great concert, really" (I was mixing up all my words)
Patrick: "Thanks, thank you"
Patrick: "So how are you?"
me: "Good! How are you?"
Patrick: "I'm great!"
me: "Good, thank you!"

AH! It was so cool, but I'm glad I didn't totally freak out while I was talking to him. I just said hi and thank you to the rest of them because the security guard was pushing us along. Everyone said hi and I could tell that if I had had time I would've had a conversation with Joe because you could tell that he was easy to talk to like Patrick the way his eyes lit up when he said hi. Pete didn't say anything but he looked at me with this look that said your welcome and was totally superior to me but still nice, but he can do that because he's Pete Wentz <3>

Really, it was one of the best nights of my life. It was a dream come true in every way. The close proximity, the signing, the conversation and just seeing them. It was really amazing.

Oh and I want to make a shout out to Gene Everett who has a band, but is not signed to a label. He has a MySpace page and he was handing out stickers and buttons all night long in the freezing cold and snow. He had CDs he said, but someone stole them on the subway. I felt really bad for him and I think people like that who really work to go somewhere in this world, especially being in NYC, deserve some credit, so check him out.

There was also another man out there all night trying to sell his rap CD. He said it was a clean CD with no bad language and he was letting people listen to it on his CD player. I don't know his name, though, so I'm sorry but I can't give you a website.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

"...so this is Christmas..."

The concert was amazing! I'll write about it soon, but right now I am swamped with last minute things to do for Christmas.


Today my mom made peanut butter fudge for my class. It was so good! My mom is an amazing baker. For Christmas she always makes fudge, fruit cake, coconut peaks, peanut brittle, ginger bread cookies and ham. My grandma makes pasteles every year. Oh my goodness, I LOVE pasteles, they are the BEST! I can't wait to eat and hang out with my family on Christmas.

Today I gave out all my Christmas presents to my friends. I love seeing the look on people's faces when they get something they really want. Their eyes light up and they thank you and wear/use their gift all day long. I love making people happy! I should put up a picture of Skylar in the hat I gave him, he looks great in it ;)

At 3pm Casey and I went to high tea with our mothers. Casey's mom has four kids, so it was really a treat for her to relax without them around. We went to Lady Mendl's which is an adorable Bed & Breakfast place in an old building on Irving Place. They serve a five course tea also. The inside is decorated like an old Victorian house and it's so cozy inside. The place is gorgeous and the food was delicious! We had salad, finger sandwiches, scones (with English clotted cream and fruit preserves), cake, and assorted cookies and chocolate-dipped strawberries. Casey and I had lavender mint tea and it was SO good! Afterwards we shopped at an outdoor Christmas market. It was a great way to celebrate the holiday season with good friends of ours ("ours" being my mom and I).

Here are some things to enjoy Christmas with and I hope you all have a great Christmas and happy holidays!

Movies:
Charlie Brown Christmas
The Nativity Story
Teletubbies Christmas Special (you will laugh hysterically)
The Nightmare Before Christmas
How The Grinch Stole Christmas

Music:
Celine Dion's album These Are Special Times
Luther Vandross' album This Is Christmas
Michael Bolton's album This Is The Time: The Christmas Album
Straight No Chaser's album Holiday Spirits
All I Want For Christmas Is You- My Chemical Romance

To Do:
Make someone smile! Make someone feel the spirit of Christmas.

Love you all! Merry Christmas!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Busy as a New Yorker in Winter

School.

Snow.
Concerts.
More snow.
Cooking.
Decorating.
Snow.
Shopping.
Life's busy.

Will post soon! <3

Sunday, December 14, 2008

The Arrival...

...of Folie a Duex! Oh how it pays to preorder things... What's that I hear? The sound of an upcoming review?


{2 Days}

Friday, December 12, 2008

"...why- why- why won't the world revolve around me?..."

So I was working on a post, but life got really busy all of a sudden and I never got around to finishing it. So I will post it eventually, but this is more of an update.

Christmas break is coming up and I have a lot of projects to hand in for school before we leave. Sorry for neglecting my blog. But, I have great news! A glimmer of hope amongst the damp, dark and dreary days of school! And it comes in the form of....... Fall Out Boy!

I was just checking all my favorite bands' sites and signing up to all their fan clubs when suddenly I noticed a new concert date that FOB didn't have up before. They're coming to Times Square! It was crazy getting ther tickets because I accidently missed the pre-sale date so all the pre-sale tickets were sold out. So this morning I asked my mom to buy them for me (since they went on sale at 10am) and she barely got tickets! There were only 32 tickets left at 10:05! But I love my mom to death because she got me GA tix! I'm so happy! So I can't wait until Tuesday.

Sorry for bragging, but that's all I wanted to say >.< lol :P

Love you all and I will write again when I find the time!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

"Let's hear it for America's suitehearts!..."

I'm writing a post, but it's in the editing stage. I don't have the energy to finish it right now. I need a new look. Something exciting. Speaking of, everyone needs to go to iTunes right now and get FOB's new single American Suitehearts. It's great!


So, anyway I think I'm gonna head over to Pyzam and surf their site for a new look.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Pre-Thanks

Ah, Thanksgiving. The smell of apples and sugar and spice floating through the air. Right now my mom and I are taking a break from baking. We just made an apple crumb pie and chex mix. I mean, the bets chex mix I've ever had. If you wanna compete, then go ahead, but you WILL loose! Butter and coconut and almonds..... It's so addictive! My dad came over to help cut the apples for the pie and we got stuck eating it for ten minutes, lol :D Now we're getting ready to make a pumpkin pie.

I just love Thanksgiving. You get to eat as much as you want and hang out with your family. The holidays are just so much fun and our Christmas concert for both YPC and our church choir (my mom conducts it!) is always a blast.

Today in health class we made thank you cards to people who've helped us. I made one for all my friends in that class and I got a bunch in return. I'll have to put pics of my awesome cards up!

Thankful.... Hmm I'm thankful for my friends because they always stick by me, my parents because they're always there to pull me out of any hole I happen to dig myself into, and, of course, My Chemical Romance because they helped me discover who I was and who I wanted to be. And I'm thankful for everyone who reads my blog because it always helps to know that your voice is being heard.

Alright, I better get back to baking! I'll update you on Thanksgiving tomorrow/Friday. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Monday, November 10, 2008

"...Let there be rock!"

He said let there be light

and there was light
He said let there be sound
and there was sound
Let there be drums!
and there were drums
Let there be gui-tar!
and there was guitar
Let there be ROCK!

That is the song that the animated character from the Rock Band 2 game sang in between every break for each band. Yes, this is the long-waited-for review of my Panic (which was really a Rock Band Live concert, sorry for misleading you) concert.

This is what I wrote in my journal the day after the concert: [WARNING: If you've noticed that I write a lot think about this: I am keeping in mind that I have people who actually read my stuff. Now think about the fact that nobody reads my journal. So please, it's totally fine if you skip some parts because in my journal I actually used up 9 pages. Yeah. Also, some of the videos are not complete, but they are of the best quality I could find.]

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November 3, 2008 Monday 2:34pm
Oh my gosh. I went to a Rock Band Live concert yesterday!!! Sarah and I went with my dad. It was at the Prudential Center in Newark, New Jersey. When we got there we had to stand in line in the cold while GA people got to go through their "special door"[VIP door]. Ugh. I am SO stalking Fall Out Boy until I get GA to their concert. [I'm tired of getting seats! I did that at the My Chem concert, too! MY CHEM!]

So we took our seats at the back [grrr...] of the venue and watched the opening band, Light's Result. I have to say, they weren't very good. And they were from NYC and that made us look bad. [lol]
After Light's Result there was a break and then The Cab came on stage.
Two girls behind us were huge Cab fans and one of them (I think she was the bigger fan) [like I was the bigger fan of Panic but Sarah was tagging along] kept yelling all the words to the songs. Sarah and I sat for them. They were good, but not spectacular [also Sarah was selfconcious about dancing]. The guy playing the keyboard was hot, though :P [What? I wrote that? *cough, cough**shifty eyes*][and yes I actually do write those smilies in my journal]

Another short break followed their act and then Plain White T's came on. 
They were so good! They sang two songs I know (Our Time Now and Hey There, Delilah) along with others that were just fun to listen to. They were the only ones that acknowledged the fact that NY people were there too.
lead singer: "How many people out here are actually from New York?"
NY fans: "Woooooooh!
lead singer: "Oh, shit."

And he made sure to call us NY/NJ.

Of course, Hey There, Delilah is a song about a girl going to school in NYC so he made a contest between NY and NJ for who can sing louder.

During each of the 
breaks, Rock Band 2 was playing on the screen [only the characters, not the game. Yet.] and we got to watch fake people "perform" our fave tunes. But in the breaks between PWT's and Dashboard, and Dashboard and Panic,
real people from NY and NJ, who entered a contest before the concert, got to perform on stage [by] playing Rock Band 2 in front of everyone. The audience had to help sing the chorus for every song. The bands in between PWT's and Dashboard were both from NJ and the first one sang In The Eye Of The Tiger and the
second band sang (a song I know, but can't thinkn of the name). After that it was Dashboard Confessional!
 
During Dashboard's first song, everyone was watching the screen behind them because it was a guy spray painting a wall. [he started by writing "Dashboard Confessional and then wrote over and over and
 then...] Each picture and color [flowed] into something else until finally, by the end of the song, it was a red-outlined tree with one apple
 hanging from it and a gree city behind it. In the white space where the leaves would be there was "Dashboard Confessional". But every song Dashboard sang had a different backround. [I tried to take pictures as much as I could, but my battery was running out and I wanted to take pics of Panic, too!] One of the songs had a guy doing a card trick where the cards had lyrics on them and it was an amazing trick. The lead singer sadi he'd give $11 to anyone who could figure it out. No one did.

Speaking of Dashboard's lead singer, he was hilarious! He made this joke about how he was a shower for Halloween and he walked around naked with a "shower thing" on his head.
"I'll be wearing it after the show so come see me if anyone wants to... shower up"

They played for the longest and they were the LOUDEST! It was painful! [but fun!]

They sang So What [by P!ink] because he had it stuck in his head, lol XD.

For the break in between DC and Panic, two more Rock Band bands played. The first on ewas from Ny [representin!] and they played a song from the Red Hot Chili Peppers but I forgot what it was called. The second band was from NJ and they played a song form Bon Jovi, but I forgot that title, too >.< (sorry, short term memory loss!)

Oh, by the way, I finally got Sarah to stand up during PWT's because she wouldn't stand up for The Cab. Then again, I think this was her first rock concert so she wasn't used to it (ha ha, I talk like I've been going to concerts for years when my first and only concert before this one was in May).

So finally Panic At The Disco came on. Everyone knew most of the people came for them.Oh. My. Gosh. Can you say amazing?! They're great! And Brendon and Ryan were HILARIOUS! They played We're So Starving to start us off. And before I say anything more I have to write a list of the songs they played [not in order] before I forget.

-Nine In The Afternoon
-Northern Downpour [vid. 1/vid. 2]
-When The Day Met The Night [vid. 1/vid. 2]

Okay, I'm really not sure of the order, but all I know is We're So Starving came first and Shout came last.

Almost every song (at least every song from Pretty. Odd.) was modified or changed with an extra guitar and/or voice parts. And I have to give Panic an award for being the only band who can change their songs live and not be a disappointment and Brendon an award for being able t improv and still be amazing! Brendon improvs all the time but his harmonies always work.

Lying Is The Most Fun.... was a lot of fun [lol] to dance to. Sarah was singing that on the way over so we were excited to have them play it. Of course, all the songs from Fever were undeniably fun to dance to.

Brendon let the audience sing the audience sing the whole first verse to I Write Sins... alone. We were all like "...the poor groom's bride is a WHORE!" and Brendon said "Yeah!" before we all (including Brendon) broke out into the chorus.

I'm not going to review every song [I know you're all like "Thank God!"] (mostly because I don't remember everything) but I am going to say that at the end of When The Day Met The Night Brendon played an extra set of drums along with Spencer and added this amazing drum part.

So before they sang their last song, Ryan asked everyone how they liked the previous band. Lol, it went like this

Ryan: "How did everyone like The Cab? Pretty good looking group of guys if you ask me."
Crowd: (mix of cheers, wolf-whistling, "woah!"s and laughing)

And for their last song.....
You make me wanna.... SHOUT! Put my hands up and Shout!

Brendon was so much fun! Everyone stood up and jumped up and down, throwing their hands in the air. He showed us four dances to do 1) rock hips side to side 2) move hips back and forth (this was SO funny to see Brendon do) 3) wave (he did a really spastic wave) [lol] 4) two-step. Then he continued with the song and at the end we left we all this ringing in our ears and none from Brendon on our fingers ;)

My Fave:
1)Panic At The Disco
2)Plain White T's
3) Dashboard Confessional or The Cab
4) Light's Result

Till next time!
reinvent <3

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Monday, November 3, 2008

"This is Halloween..."

Okay, this post is about Halloween, but I did go to the Rock Band Live concert (yeah, sorry for misleading you, but Panic was one of the bands) so that post will be coming soon!

So on Friday I went to the block party I always go to with my friends Mia, Casey, Sarah, Stephanay, and Hanon. About 3 or 4 blocks all down 69th street are covered in Halloween decorations and each lobby/brown stone steps have people in costumes handing out candy. One guy spends the night hanging a beanie spider over a tree limb with the string in his window and drops it on unsuspecting trick-or-treaters. On another building, spider man, batman and cat woman were suspended on wires and doing stunts on the side of the building.

Unfortunately, there was a huge fiasco with the Blood gang having their initiation night on Halloween so lots of people were scared and some kids couldn't go out at all. There are lots of rumors about the Bloods and the Crypts, but I don't think anything actually happened.
But we had fun anyway.
After the block party we went to Hadley's building and had a party with her, Bridgette, Miriam, Sophie, Chris, Victor, Stephen, Miranda, Brittany and all my friends from the block party. It was fun, but sometimes it got boring because they never followed through with anything. But it was fun anyway, considering it was the first party I'd ever been invited to. Everyone said I was way different at the party than at school. Lol, I usually keep to myself and my few friends at school, but I can really be
the life of a party if you let me. ;)
After the party, Casey and Sarah came to my dad's place and we watched A Tale-Tell Heart before going to sleep. It was a pretty fun Halloween, especially when we hung out and listened to Panic At The Disco and ate candy Saturday morning :P

I hope everyone had an awesome Halloween and I will post about my concert soon! Love ya!
[I'm the one in the mask]

Thursday, October 30, 2008

"It's almost Halloween! Do the trick-or-treat..."

Tomorrow's Halloween! I'm being a dead masquerade-ball go-er. It's hard to explain, but you'll know what I mean when you see the pictures. And, yes, I AM going to use my camera. Finally.

Check out my new music post: It's Almost Halloween. Have you ever seen anything more hilarious?

So, Amy inspired me to make a list of things to get you in the Halloween spirit! Ghosts and vampires and monsters and witches only come around once year, the least we can do is have a little respect ;)

Books:
-Evernight by Claudia Gray
-The Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer
-Any Stephen King book you can get your hands on!
-Harry Potter series
-Dexter: Darkly Dreaming by Jeff Lindsay
-Cirque Du Freak series by Darren Shan
-Dracula by Bram Stoker

Movies:
-The Shining
-Carrie
-The Sixth Sense
-Misery
-Pet Cemetery
-It (I've never actually seen this, but I heard it was traumatizing. Probably why I've never seen it)
-Any other movies based on Stephen King books
-The Village
-Dracula: Dead and Loving It (who says Halloween can't have a little humor?)
-The Fog (original version)
-Friday the 13th
-Nightmare on Elm Street
-Halloween
-The Blaire Witch Project
-Sweeny Todd
-Nightmare Before Christmas
-Chuckie

Music:
-Nightmare Before Christmas soundtrack
-Scream, Aim, Fire and Waking The Demon by Bullet for My Valentine
-Devil's Calling by Elizabeth and the Catapult
-Haunted, Whisper and Imaginary by Evanescence
-Sweet Sacrifice, Weight of the World, Cloud Nine, Snow White Queen, Lacrymosa, The Only One, Your Star and All That I'm Living For by Evanescence
-Video for A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me by Fall Out Boy
-Love Is Dead, Walking On Air and Creepshow by Kerli
-Love Me Dead and Lake Pontchartrain by Ludo
-Songs by Nightwish
-Build God, Then We'll Talk by Panic! At The Disco
-Chop Suey! by System Of A Down
-The Bird and the Worm by The Used
-Our Solemn Hour by Within Temptation
-Sarah Yellin' by 3 Doors Down
-And of course My Chemical Romance:
-Vampires Will Never Hurt You
-Our Lady Of Sorrows
-Heaven Help Us
-Helena
-To The End
-Cemetery Drive
-I Never Told You What I Did For A Living
-Hang 'Em High
-Thank You For The Venom
-This Is How I Disappear
-The Sharpest Lives
-Mama
-House Of Wolves
-Blood

I know I get obsessive. But it's all good! Have a great Halloween everyone!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

"I Am Not Afraid To Keep On Living..."

"Now we can keep living..." is what my mother said today while we were driving home. I'm now watching O Brother, Where Art Thou? while my mom naps. It's finally over. I took the SHSAT this morning. It started at 9am but we had to get there at 8. I even got a blessing at church for it yesterday. I mean, our score decides we will (or won't) be doing for the next four years of our life! But I got through it and finished all 100 questions in the 2 hours we had. I met up with a bunch of my friend sand saw my friend Veronica who I haven't seen in years. Now I have to do my school homework, but I don't care. I'm just happy I have my life back! :D

Now I can start posting more. I don't have a lot to say other than relief that that crazy test is over! But now.....

Oh, little she know, one week left to go
Until she was apart of it
So, closed off from the world forgot what was in store
Now she'll have a better day

So I'll just sing it for them
Yeah, I'll sing it for them
(Till they come and play for me)
So I'll just sing it for them
Yeah I'll just sing it

It's the greatest thing that's yet to have happened
Imagine seeing them!
It's the greatest thing I've ever imagined
But I'll never know until I'm there
No I'll never know until I'm there

One week until the Panic concert I'm going to on November 2nd!

Okay, I really have to do my homework now :P
See ya!

Friday, October 24, 2008

Very Quick Update

Hi, hi, I am so sorry for neglecting my blogs and I have A LOT of things to post about on all three of them, but I just wanted to say I'm still alive and check out the cool "canvas" I added! Just click and paint!


Love you all, will post on Sunday! 

Saturday, October 18, 2008

My Very Epic Weekend

I'm so sorry I haven't been saying anything lately. I've had three projects to work on including homework and my Kaplan course for the Specialized High School Admissions Test (NY is crazy with the amount of high schools we have. Manhattan has AT LEAST twenty in itself, not including specialized). Right now I'm working on my science project for making a scrapbook of letters, diary entries, song lyrics, pictures, tickets, postcards and news articles from a mining town in the 1800's. My town is Leadville, Colorado and I am so behind it takes procrastination to a whole new level (it's due Monday). Mind you I also have a huge math project and a history quiz on Monday.

What I've really been meaning to talk about, though, is my trip to New Hampshire. Last Friday (on the 10th) I took the Amtrack to New Hampshire with my dad to visit our friends. We stayed down there all weekend and came back Monday afternoon only to discover that I couldn't get away with being in NH for 3 1/2 days without being completely immersed in homework for the next seven days until I've actually caught up. But I definitely do not regret going! It was absolutely gorgeous out there and I'd forgotten just how much I missed my friends Erika and Kylee.

First off, all the trees in NH are golden and bright orange and deep red. Leaves are all over the ground and when you look out into woods they look like they're on fire. It's freezing cold out there but I actually really liked it. My room is like a morgue at home so I found the weather out there very enjoyable.

Second off, they have an AMAZING house. AMAZING. It's huge! They're kitchen size should be outlawed. There is so much space! Everywhere you go! The bathroom is awesome, they have those really cool slide doors on their shower. Like, epic. They have pretty small rooms themselves (at least the kids do) which is funny because the guest room is like king size. And they have the cutest dog!!!!! Her name is Nicki (if I spelled it right) and she is by far the most adorable beagle alive. They also have two very pretty cats.

Third off, Erika and Kylee have the coolest parents, the coolest friends and are definitely the most awesome people themselves. I spent all of the weekend on Facebook with Erika learning everything I need to know about all her friends. Nicknames, inside jokes, life stories, family members, you name it. We stopped to eat and go boat riding once on their dad's boat (which was so much wicked awesome fun), but we mainly talked and flipped through school notes and yearbooks. I chatted with a bunch of her friends online, too. Then they had a fair on Sunday and they are both in the marching band and Erika was also on the Nutcracker float (she dances!). So after the parade we had fun at the fair and I met all her friends and I immediately knew EVERYTHING about them and I laughed at all the inside jokes and I retold all the stories they were talking about (like what happened at last year's homecoming). Everyone was really, really fun. They were 15-19 and they didn't even notice I was way young. For example:
Jonmichael or Ali (I can't remember): "Wait, you're thirteen right?"
Me: "Yeah"
Jonmichael: "But you're from New York so that makes you like eighteen"

So I had so much wicked fun and met so many awesome people, it was epic. I know I just like recounted my whole weekend in 20 pages, but I hadn't been so happy and relaxed since.... Never.

Love you all and I probably won't write until next week. See ya!

(P.S. If you are Erika then I have to tell you I actually had the "Slap That" song stuck in my head yesterday. So not okay.)

Monday, October 13, 2008

Update

Hi, sorry I haven't been posting but I was in New Hampshire visiting some wicked awesome friends. We had a lot of epic moments. Sorry for the NH lingo. I'll tell you all about my spontaneous trip when I have time but I just wanted to tell you that I'm alive and am very apologetic over my disappearing act. Love ya'll!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Solitary Breathing

we fight our battles
we win our wars.
breathing together through the fire
and scars.
you tried to save me
but i killed you instead.
"died too young"
is all no one said.
they don't see
the inside
'cause they only look
with their eyes.

i can't control the black hole i've created
and i'm sorry i sucked you in.
but promise me, my defiant love
you'll carry on, you'll carry on.

so in your absence
i fight ever harder than i have before.
but tonight i breathe alone
i breathe alone


...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Fugi

Okay, so my friend Fugi just made a blog where he is going to write about all the homework we get at school so if somehow you're interested in the education process of Manhattan, see his blog. (Fugi, you're crazy)

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

"...let the leaves fall off in the Summer and let December glow in flames..."

Well, I guess I should have updated you on life, but those quizzes are just so fun! I swear I spent all day on that site lol :D Anyway, what I wanted to say was that on Sunday I went apple picking with my parents upstate. Every year we go apple picking together at Wilklow Orchards and it's so fun. This year, though, it was drizzling the whole time. I actually liked it. There were hardly any people, the sky was a gorgeous shade of very pale blue to the point where it's gray, and the apples were beaded with little water drops. It looked just a painting. I loved it so much and I really regret not thinking to bring my camera.

This year we picked about 234 apples weighing exactly 100 pounds :D I think the least amount of apples we've ever gotten was in the high 80's. We also got apple cider, pumpkin bread, cream cheese pound cake, banana nut bread, and the famous apple cider doughnuts.

So with sore feet and smelling of fresh apples, we headed to the pumpkin patch. My mom always spends the whole time shopping for jams, fudge, yams, squash, gourds and mums (a type of really pretty flower). My dad and I go pumpkin picking. We got our shoes caked with mud practically to the ankle, but it was fun. I got to run back through the corn field and that was awesome. Have you ever seen the movie Signs? Like that kind of corn field, the type where the stalks reach high above your head and you can't see more than 10 feet in front of you.

Yesterday my mom made apple sauce and today we're making apple pie. I love fall. It's my favorite season. With Halloween and Thanksgiving and the red, yellow, brown and orange leaves, the crunching of the leaf-littered ground, the cool air and friendly spirit. It's just wonderful.

If rambling were a crime, I would have a life sentence. Talk later!

Monday, September 29, 2008

More Quizzez!

What Crime?
he he.




You Are Stalking



You tend to be very obsessive. Once you focus your attention on something or someone, it's all you think about.

You are also very secretive. People don't know much about the life that you lead.



You are attracted to weak people. You may want to prey on them, but you also may just want to help them.

You need attention, and you can get desperate if you aren't getting attention from the right person. You'll do about anything to get noticed.



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The Umbrella Test:




What Your Black Umbrella Says About You



When faced with adversity, you respond with authority. You don't let problems faze you.

You are naturally powerful and commanding. People look to you to take charge.



You are elegant and classy. You know how to always say and do the right thing.

While you stand out, you also fit it. You thrive in a variety of situations.



On a rainy day: you carry on as normal - a little bad weather isn't going to get in your way!



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What does your music say about you?:




What Your Taste in Music Says About You



Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.

You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.



You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.

In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.



You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.

You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.



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What Color Mind Are You?




Your Mind is Blue



Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.

You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.

Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.



You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.



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Skepticism...:




You Are Fairly Skeptical



You're not the type of person who will fall for anything...

But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities.

You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place.

However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation!

Awesome Quizzez!

Awesome Little Black Dress Quiz (my results):



What Your Little Black Dress Says About You



You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.



Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.



If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots



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Name Quiz:
This is kinda weird but whatever.




What's Sexy About Your Name



You are sexy because you are reserved. You keep most of your passion hidden.

In truth, you are a very sensual and sexual person. But you mostly keep this to yourself.



You are secretly very interested in sex and very open minded. You definitely have a wild side most people don't know about.

You are comfortable with every aspect of your sexuality... but you don't flaunt it.



When you're finally alone with someone you trust, it's like flipping a switch.

You're sexually savvy, exciting, adventurous, and carefree. No one would ever guess it!



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Are You Too Picky?:
Oh yeah! Except for the lots-of-guys.




You Are Picky When it Counts



Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.

But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right

You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.

You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Monday, September 22, 2008

"Beautiful rosebud, bloom for me...oh can't you see..."

Beautiful is such a misused word. Boys use it so loosely to describe their girlfriends, teenage girls to describe the latest fashion, people to describe a painting. Oh, but it's so much more than that. Beautiful is when something is pure and good. Serene. Heartfelt. Meaningful. A rain storm, for example.

Such power surging from the sky and the Earth, forcing the trees to bow under their reign, animals finding comfort and refuge under such. Grass swaying as to give in to the trembling Earth-raging with power? Or shaking in fear? How the sky paints a beautiful landscape while the whole scene is informative of the human mind to who is truly superior on this planet. But all things seeming so natural and working in harmony- that's beauty.

A pure heart, soul. Someone who can rise from their own ashes, push themselves to be better people. Someone who, despite (or perhaps because of) what they've been through, they are an inspiration to others. That's a beautiful person.

Lyrics that are from the heart. That tell a story of hope, of life. Harmonies and chords and beats played with conviction. A message that stands strong. That's beautiful music.

So be so very careful when using the word beautiful, because it means a lot.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Note to readers

Remember how I said I would write about something interesting yestrday/today? Yeah, I lied. I'll post when things get exciting. See ya.

Friday, September 12, 2008

I Have Followers!

I have followers on my blog! Today I checked my dashboard and I have two followers on both Life Of A Cereal Killer and [enter creative blog title here] and one follower of The Coming Of Genius.

Sorry for being away for so long! I don't remember the last time I posted but it feels like a really long time to me. So, a quick update:

Well, school is fine. I don't like the Spanish teacher, which is weird for me because I'm usually the only kid who does.

Kaplan is so annoying. They give us pages and pages of homework not to mention I have to lug around their HUGE lesson book. Along with all the textbooks I'm bringing home and the notebooks for homework. *sigh* It'll all settle down after the test.

I started swimming again today. Wow. I didn't swim all last year and I am so out of shape. I was a light shade of purple when I got out of the pool. I almost collapsed, my legs were so tired. It was embarrassing. I'm sore all over.

So you see why I haven't been writing? Sorry for my rambling (again), but now that the update is done with more interesting things will come tomorrow. And I would like to welcome Fugi to my blog. He's my friend from school. That's it! See ya!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

The Dark Knight

Over the summer I went to see The Dark Knight. I've been meaning to post about it, but I hadn't really thought about it. So, here goes.

Right off the back I have to say that Heath Ledger was amazing. There's rumor that he may be nominated for an Oscar and I really hope he is. The movie would be nowhere near as good without him. Christian Bale was good as Batman, but I hope you understand that it was hard to judge his acting when he was working along side Ledger. Everyone else seemed kind of bland, you know?
It was really sad what happened to Harvey Dent. Batman wanted to leave the city in his hands, he thought Harvey was a great guy. I was so sad that ___ ______ got to ___ before ______ could. Sorry, but I don't want to give anything away ;)

That was definitely a 5 star movie. Wait- do movies only go up to 4 stars? Even so, it was still a five star movie, lol :D I suggest you all see it because it's a great movie and it's easy to follow. Three Cheers for Heath Ledger!

Friday, September 5, 2008

"...we are all a bunch of animals who never paid attention in school!..."

School again. I saw Fugi, he's in my class. He got a really awesome haircut and he looks really good [all the purple grew out of his hair from last year, lol ;)]. Sarah and Casey (my two other friends) are in the other homeroom, but we- Fugi included- are all in the "red group" which means we have almost all our classes together. It's really great having all my friends in the same group as me, last year we were all split up :(

We also have a lot of new teachers which means we have to learn how to please them the hard way, but so far they all seem pretty nice. I actually really miss Ms. Lowenstein even though I really disliked her last year. She's really nice when she's not teaching and I think I'm gonna have lunch with her on Monday....

So Thursday was our first full day of school. I'm so excited to be back at our old lunch table we used to have a couple years ago. It's weird how I change so much over time but in the end it's your old friends who are the best. David and Julian sat with us and I realized I have more friends than I thought I did; we haven't sat together in so long I almost forgot about them! It's nice to finally find my place. It's good to be back.

After school I went to my test prep class for the SHSAT and I was so late. I got out of school late and then the bus was so slow. On top of that, I absent mindedly got of on the wrong stop (7 blocks away) and then in doing so I got all turned around and when I finally got there, I spent another five minutes trying to find the class. I was SO very late.

Today was nice. Another half day. It's nice being back on schedule, doing work, doodling, sitting and observing people. In science the other day Mrs. Ramos us who didn't like to work in groups and my hand shot up. When she called on me it was really hard to explain why so I just ended up saying "I don't like people." Everyone laughed, but it's true! That story was actually pointless but I just thought it was funny :D

So here's a little update and sorry for another long post:

Books I'm reading: Beachglass by Wendy Blackburn, Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
Music I've been listening to: Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's, Pretty. Odd. album by Panic At The Disco
Movies I've seen: The Dark Knight (review coming soon)
Things I'm looking forward to: Apple picking, fall, Halloween, homemade pies, Twilight the movie

Monday, September 1, 2008

"...I've got so much left to say..."

...if every simple [post] I wrote [for] you would take your breath away, I'd write it all...

Hi everybody! I know I haven't started school yet but I decided one more post wouldn't hurt! I had a great Labor Day weekend. On Saturday, Casey and I went to Southstreet Seaport and had dinner and shopped. I got another bamboo plant because the one I had for about 7 years died :( So anyway, we went to this seafood place and I had the best lobster ravioli ever! lol sorry but it was really good :P After we ate we stood in a circle with a bunch of people and watched this guy play the electric violin. He was amazing! It was so much fun to watch him perform because he had the perfect form of a violinist (I took violin in 5th grade) and the amazing energy of a rock artist. He looked like Frank Iero with a violin! If you can imagine that.... o.0

lol so then Sunday I went to church and- even though I only got to go for sacrament due to slipping into unconsiousness right after I turned off my alarm >.<- I had fun because I got to see Casey's family again since they just got back from Utah (Casey came home alone for our church's girl's camp). I forgot how much I missed her little brothers! They're so cute and they grew up so much, especially Jeremy! (sorry for sounding like a teary-eyed mother)

Alright, so today I got up at 7:30am in attempt to get back on a sleeping schedule (and in the wake of discovering the alarm option on my iPod). My mom and I went out for brunch and then we went to Barns and Noble. We just got back and I can't wait to get my hair cut! I'm deciding on a really short hair style.

Eeek! Tomorrow I start my Kaplan prep course for the SHSAT! Then Wednesday is my first day of school. I hope I like my new teacher. Unfortunately he's new to the school so I don't know anything about him :( Ah well. I can't wait to see Sarah and Fugi again. I miss them!

Sorry for my rambling. I know I probably bored you all to death if you've even gotten to this point. I'll post back tomorrow (most likely).

Saturday, August 30, 2008

"The boys and girls in the clique, the awful names that they stick..."

I just want to inform you that I'm going back to school September 3rd so I won't be posting as much as I do in the Summer. Ugh. I am seriously dreading school (hence the title). I also have to take the Kaplan test prep course for the SHSAT in October. *shudder*

I also want to introduce my new blog, the coming of genius. I didn't tell you all right away because I had to be sure that I was actually going to use it. So enjoy and I will post when school starts again! Bye!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

"...we are singing in the light of God..."

Hey what's up? I know you all care about me so much that you would die to know where I've been. You can't eat, you don't talk to your friends, you're distracted from your favorite activities and you lie awake at night wondering "When is Savy going to post on Blogger again? Has she forgotten all about us?" But fortunately, you don't have endure this much longer. Because here I am!

Well, if you have been lying awake wondering about me (if so I advice some real friends and a little therapy for you) I'll tell you that I've been in NY going to YPC vocal camp. Monday through Thursday all choristers from the Concert Chorus, Young Men and Cantare divisions of the YPC are told o attend "vocal camp" from 11am-4pm. So our schedule goes a little like this:

11:00am-11:20am- free time
11:30am-12:30pm- written music theory
12:30pm-1:30pm- dance
1:30pm-2:15pm- lunch
2:15pm-3:00pm- rehearsal
3:00pm-3:30pm- sight singing or voice lesson
3:30pm-4:00pm- tutti activity

Vocal camp has been really great this year. I'm really learning how to read music and sight sing which I find very helpful. Today we had a conducting class in place of music theory which was fun. Yesterday we had a voice lesson (which we're also having tomorrow) and I really learned a lot about breathing techniques. Don't laugh! Breathing is hard when you're breathing to sing; it's different than just consuming oxygen.

It was also really fun to see all my friends again, even though they're all moving up to Concert Chorus :(

7 days! Eeek! I go back to school in a WEEK. *shudders at the thought* And I don't even know my teacher! I know what room I'm in, but rumor has it that that teacher isn't working at the school anymore and apparently some James guy is taking his place. I hope I like him! I still have to write a response to the concerts I saw in Canada. Ugh. lol I am such a procrastinator!

See you all later!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Movie Update (like I think about anything else these days)

The Twilight saga has an official claim on my life. I finished the second book today (in 2 days! I'm getting quicker!) and it was amazing. I read through Stephenie Meyer's website and I love her so much! She's so funny and nice and I'm totally jealous of those who attended the prom for Eclipse! No fair! I decided to be Alice for Halloween next year. Why? Well, I was inspired by a great Alice look-alike at the prom. Unfortunately, I still have braces, but fortunately they'll be off by next years Halloween so I can use those clip on fangs :E

This year I was either thinking Gerard or Amy (Lee). But I am seriously getting ahead of myself! What I really came here to talk about was the Twilight movie. I watched the trailers and looked at the photo gallery and I have to say: all of the Cullens meet my expectations except Edward and Jasper. Alice, Emmet and Bella look exactly as I pictured them, it's amazing. Unfortunately, Edward does not. Though it's mildly disappointing (grrr.....) I hope he's a good actor, because that would make up for it.

I'm so excited! I'm so excited about finally being excited about something! Okay, I am going to stop obsessing and I will post when I have something more exciting to say. See ya!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

P.S.

Don't you love my new backround?! MCR 4ever!

THEY'RE MAKING A MOVIE!!!

Woo Hoo! I'm so excited! Guess what I just found out! Okay, okay, wait. I'll start from the beginning.

So about 2 days ago I finished reading Twilight. I also found out the author was Mormon! Woot woot! They had a blood donation in honor of the fourth book at the BYU book store. Anyway, I'm on the second book now and I was looking through Entertainment magazine and.... They're making a movie! (I know probably every Twilight fan knows this, but it's exciting to me!) I'm so happy! I LOVE those books. I completely loose track of time when I'm reading them.

Oh but guess what more.... because the Harry Potter film is moved to 2009, Twilight has been moved to November 21st!

Okay, enough with the Twilight obsession, I have to do homework. Badly. Talk to you later!

Friday, August 15, 2008

"...from yesterday..."

Books I'm reading: Twilight by Stephenie Meyer; Beachglass by Wendy Blackburn
Movies I've watched: The Breakfast Club, The Woods, The Sixth Sense
Music I've been listening to: Phobia (album) by Breaking Benjamin; Angel by Sarah McLachlan; A Fever You Can't Sweat Out (album) by Panic! At The Disco; Lake Pontchartrain by Ludo; Angels On the Moon by Thriving Ivory; I Am A Man Of Constant Sorrow and Didn't Leave Nobody but the Baby from O Brother, Where Art Thou?
Poems I've Been Writing: Sweet Serenity; Reflection of the World
Things I should be doing right now: summary of Evernight; summary of my summer; reflection on the concerts I saw in Canada; typing up some of my poems

Hey everyone! Yesterday was a great day. I did my book cover for school on Evernight (now I just have to finish the summary) and I read Twilight while drinking tea and watching the rain. Then my dad came over and we ate dinner and watched The Breakfast Club and The Woods. The Breakfast Club is a movie about five high school kids who get stuck in detention together one day after school. They all come form different "groups" i.e. one girl is "emo", the other is popular and rich, one boy is a jock, one guy is a nerd and the last guy is a rebel who comes from a so called "white trash" family. They all have personal issues going on at home and they eventually all confide in each other. They all become friends in the end. I know the ending sounds cheesy but it's a surprisingly deep and meaningful movie that's really good.
The woods was just about this boarding school where the girls are disappearing and no one knows why. It was actually pretty cool, I liked how the coloring of the movie was dim and slightly vintage like you weren't sure if they were really there.

Unfortunately, I must do my school work now. Ugh. I'll write more tomorrow!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Sweet Serenity

Apple cinnamon spice.
Twilight.
Sweet heat melting my throat.
Claudia Gray's words melting my soul.
Silence.
Evening light.
The hum of the air conditioner is home
and the silence is fantasy.
The window is my only outlet
out of my surreal train of thought.
Rain.
Serenity.
They compliment each other,
both come hand in hand.
Alone in the dark with:
Apple cinnamon spice
Silence
Rain
Twilight
Evening light
Serenity.

...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Where in the world have I been?

It's funny you should ask that because I have been in Canada, North Carolina, South Carolina and New York. I've been competing with my chorus, visiting family and getting a tan. "...I got this really good tan and I was like, bummer."~ Gerard Way Lol anyway, I know you're like "Did you forget about your blog?!" But of course I didn't! .....Okay maybe just a little. Well, I forgot about this blog- I have about a million other posts on my music blog.

So, South Carolina is the last place I've been. We went to this store on Broadway on the Beach called "The Stupid Factory". It is SO hilarious! They have pajamas, T-shirts, buttons, sticker, accessories, shoes, and hats. They have different characters and things. I have pajamas that say "I might break your heart" and the have the character Eve L. holding a mallet with a smashed heart at her feet. At S.C.'s Stupid Factory I got a sticker that says "Peas On Earth" and has peas holding hands around the world. I also have a magnet that says "Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them". Anyway, you have to check it out. Click here.

On our way back from S.C., our flight was delayed. Then we were put into an hour long holding pattern while on the plane. Then, the airports closed due to bad weather and a tornado watch, so we landed in Atlantic City to get fuel. Well, my mom and I left the plane because we were starving. We ate at the airport and then we took a shuttle to the bus terminal. It turns out that Greyhound buses had messed up with something and everyone was now taking NJ Transit. They also weren't selling tickets to New York until 2. At 2:15 we got tickets then got the bus at 3. We got stuck in traffic for an hour and it started to pour rain. We got home at 7:45pm. We had had gotten up at 8 that morning and were supposed to be home by 12:00pm.

Fortunately for me, I love the rain and leaning my head against the soft bus seat, staring out the window with Breaking Benjamin in my ears was heaven. We were also on the highway that passed all the woods so it was really gorgeous. The thin trees close together, grass and plants carpeting the ground, leaves shielding the earth from the rain. Breath by BB completing the stunning scenery of blinding rain.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Title Taken

I've been real busy with my other blog so I haven't posted much on this one. I'll be leaving tomorrow, but I get back Sunday. I'm going to Myrtle Beach, S.C. Woot woot! I painted my toes bright green and my fingers dark blue for the occasion.

Oh, sudden new subject, I just finished reading this amazing book called Evernight by. It's great! It's about a girl who is going to a new boarding school (Evernight) with her parents as teachers. She meets a boy named Lucas Ross (like Ryan! lol) and they immediately have a connection. Outcasted by the "Evernight type" they stick together with their two friends. But as the school year goes on, their relationship is strained. And things get a little- bloody. If you love blood, vampires, love stories and twists and turns, you'll LOVE this book. The author does an amazing job at describing things so you feel like you're in the middle of it all. There's a shocking twist in the middle that completely throws you offgaurd. I could tell you this book is about vampires, but you'll never guess what happens. The author also does a great job at making you connect and empathize with the characters. you know the kind that you start yelling at the character out loud while you're reading it? Yeah, that kind.

Anyway, it's just amazing and I'm very pleased to have found a great vampire book that isn't cheesy or predictable or stupid, which is very hard to come across.

Sorry for my rambling, and I'll see you all Sunday! Bye!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

An Awesome Poem

Midnight Serenade
A Love Song For The Lonely Hearts

A coyote's song breaks through the jet black night
Its moroseful cry mimics the shaky beating of my lonely heart
I look at the stars, blazing white-hot against an inky dark
And wish my eyes could somehow reflect the same brilliant glow
My stomach turns and I wonder if I may have fallen ill
Before I realize it is your memory alone that makes me feel this way
Close my eyes, count to ten, wait for the butterflies to find their peace
Open them again, exhale slowly, regain composure
And try to chose the lesser of two evils -
Live again, breath again, every day, without you
Or die slowly with your image forever in my mind

~cowgirl4christ

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Life. Yep. That's pretty much it.

Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been completely occupied with music. I know it's a lame excuse, but it's true! So what I've basically been up to is watching movies, doing stupid things on the computer and watching Fuse. Panic At The Disco's video for That Green Gentleman came in at #1 on Fuse's #1 countdown viewers choice! Woot woot! I love those guys. <3

Today I entertained myself by putting a balloon down the garbage shoot. Well, up the garbage shoot to be more exact. [in case you don't know, in buildings everyone throws their garbage bags down a chute at the end of each hall which goes to one giant garbage bag in the basement which is eventually hauled to a dump.] That's right. I spent my free time taking one of the balloons my mom got for her birthday, sneaking down the hallway with it (I live in a 20 floor apartment building), stuffing it in the shoot and watching the tail of the ribbon float up. It was probably the stupidest and most useless thing I have ever done in my life. Then I die laughing when I think of the next person to through their garbage out on the 20th floor and see a floating happy birthday balloon! Or better yet, someone seeing it pass on the way up :D Lol sorry I'm bored! ;)

Other than cracking myself up in the hallway... alone... by putting balloons up garbage shoots, I've basically been vegetating and studying for the SHSAT (specialized high school admissions test). I could just take the HSAT which would probably be easier, but I really want to go to Bronx Science which is specialized. I have a huge, thick book for the Kaplan test prep course I'm taking in September. I also have a book I have to study before the course. A test prep prep book. What is this world coming to?!

Okay, I have to admit that that has been my life since I got back from N.C. Exciting, right? lol :P It's fun staying up after my mom goes to sleep, though. Oh guess what? My mom, after almost a year of sharing the same iTunes and seeing the titles of my songs, is suddenly bothered by the fact that a lot of the songs I buy are explicit. Oh my gosh! Some of those songs don't even have strong language or explicit topics! I Don't Love You is explicit for goodness sake! Now she's going to listen to all my songs. Great. Just great. I can see it now: "This song is about death!" "But ma, it's about overcoming death." "It's depressing! You're gonna be depressed and suicidal! You're so goth! I'm such a terrible mother!...bla bla...bla bla blabla bla.... bla bla..............." *shudder* Well, have fun living with parents that don't breath down your neck stalking you all the time! C u wen more exctin dings happen (isn't it sad how bored I am?).

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Another Summer of Family (our annual badmitten competition!)

.individuality pulled to be one individual
heritage of one is heritage of all
hearts are hostage to the love of each other
and in the competition
and victory
and defeat
we love evermore
and ever closer.

"...genius only comes along in storms..."

.raindrops wash away my sinful thoughts
as wind empowers the trees with
leaning terror
grass sways to the minor-key melody
of the sky
thunder reminds my heart why it beats
dark clouds shoo away life
or so it seems
as the trees seem to draw energy
and power from the center of the planet,
our indestructible symbols of power and superiority
tremble at the taste of true reign
and for a scene
in our eternal opera of demolition
our status falls,
our caricature of nature
falls
and we loose grip in what we know
to be ours
and we strain to see past this threat
in domination
but as it ends
we brush off,
stand tall,
and continue with our dictatorship of God
but as the coming of genius rolls by
and my heart regains its rhythm
I am forever humbled
by the power
of the rain.

To Be Nature's Best Friend (again)

.seeing, speaking again
awakening from the deep sleep I was in
to fall only
to God's arms
and experience the beauty of his imagination
to breathe the essence of historical heritage
to see things of once fear and repulse
grow close
a bond strengthened by the unlucky years
of me
to be at peace with God's work
to befriend what to which we are
truly inferior
life's rules and answers
and perilous imperfections
that were,
are,
will be,
play out before us
and we surpass them evermore
and we demolish them evermore
to enter this tyranny of hell
as I in the world's answer
and wait.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Quick Note

Can't chat for long, just wanted to say hi and bye cause I'm leaving for North Carolina tomorrow morning. If you see posts on my other blog, they're scheduled. I'll see you all in two weeks!

Monday, July 7, 2008

"O Canada, our home and native land. True patriot love..."

I'm back! Wow, Canada was amazing! Really gorgeous. But before I start rambling on, I need to start from the beginning.


On Sunday (June 29) the selected 41 kids from our Cantare group took a bus to Newark Airport. When we got there I was like "Yay! Gerard Way was born in this city!" but I didn't say it out loud because I knew my friends would roll their eyes and dismiss everything I said after that, assuming it would relate to MCR. :D So we took a plane to Seattle, Washington and then took a bus to Vancouver. I spent the whole time vegetating while listening to Pretty. Odd. The hotel in Vancouver was nice. We were staying in a terrible part of town, though because all there was was liquor stores, "adult video" shops and tattoo places. On my birthday my dad took me to an awesome rock shop where I bought some MCR, Evanescence and Nightwish T-shirts. When we were able to shop, we took a boat ride to a cute little island where we window shopped. The sailor was flirting with our assistant conductor, Sophia so we nicknamed her Lophia (his name was Lowen). <3>

On Tuesday, we left for Powell River. We took a bus to a ferry, the ferry to an island, the bus to the end of the island, then took another ferry to another island and then took a bus to our hotel. This hotel was very small and unreliable when it came to hot water. But we had so much fun. We rehearsed everyday and we did a concert where we met the other choirs. We saw them around rehearsals, at lunch, and basically anytime we were around the competition building. There was the Seattle Children's Choir, Crystal Children's Choir, South African Youth Choir, Kotori Choir, Ragazzi Boys Choir, [an Estonian choir whom I don't know the name of], Phoenix Girl's Choir, Island's Chamber Choir, and the Columbia Children's Choir.

We had an amazing experience. One rehearsal we found a snake in the alto section, so we nicknamed the alto's, "The Snakes". Our conductor, Elizabeth, drilled us around the clock. We were terrible and it seemed we would never win. The Contemporary Category was horrendous, but we did really well in the Children's Category. I was part of the sextet echo choir in the Folk and Cultural Category, but I think I did well. We learned so much from watching the other choirs and becoming friends with them. We played a game called Run Run Baby which spread like wild fire and soon every choir (at least under the age 20) knew how to play, and it brought us so much closer together. We laughed and talked and ate and sang together so much, we didn't even feel like we came from different states and countries.

We ended up not winning first our second place in any category, which was disappointing only because we had the hardest music. But the South African choir was amazing and so were the Estonians. We were best friends with the Kotori Choir who were mostly five years old and from Japan. There were GREAT. They won first in Children's. We made so many friends from so many choirs, it was great.

I also got incredibly close to everyone in our choir and I learned so much from everyone. Anthony taught me how not to be scared during a solo and that will forever change my life. I learned from people and about people, but I can't list everything because this post has already been too long. But scenery isn't the only beautiful thing in Canada. There's so much your missing out on, I can't begin to describe. But we grew so close through this trip, it will change us forever.

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P.s. I'd like to say hello to meh who is my second Mormon friend from our choir. I promised her I'd mention her, so here it is! She's a great friend and she's incredibly funny. "Mormon coffee in the morning!" (don't ask)

Saturday, June 28, 2008

"...things have changed for me and that's okay..."

Have you ever hit a point in your life where you feel that you're finally in control? That wild, never-gonna-happen dreams are reality? When you finally look back and realized that things have changed? I have. I used to be completely dependent on other's opinions of me. I never thought I looked good and there was never a day in my life where I could go to school and think "I look good today. I feel really happy and confident." I always clung to my friends and was very paranoid about being alone, because I needed what other people thought of me to drive me to do things. I used to have dreams of being really independent and hanging out with boys and being cool and dressing in black and red and fishnet gloves and being loud and funny and outgoing and being different. I would daydream of hanging out with guys and not prissy girly-girls and I'd have some close girlfriends like me. I would dream of being myself, doing cool things, going to rock concerts with my friends, shopping with them, going to college and partying. Now I moved on from my child's dreams. And I realized that I went to a rock concert, I shop at Hot Topic, I sit at the boys table at lunch, I could care less what people think of me and these are all little kid dreams I had that I thought would never happen. I can look my friends in the eye and disagree with them on something or admit I don't know some "cool" band to them without being scared that they won't be my friend. Even if they freak and say that everybody knows this singer, I can shrug and say "Not me!" without feeling stupid. There are so many microscopic dreams of mine that I've forgotten about that have come true. So why can't my other ones come true? Why can't yours? I have Gerard Way to thank for this and another one of my friends (who I'm not going to name) for understanding me and relating to me and helping me out without even knowing it.
Thanks.

Shopping!

Shopping shopping shopping! Omg I am SO excited! Okay, okay, okay, I'll start from the begining. My friends Sarah and Dagny (they said it was fine if I used their first names) came over to my house for my early birthday party. We went out to eat and my mother took us to the Jersey Gardens Mall. My mother went off to shop somewhere while Sarah and Dagny and I went to Old Navy. We spent an hour in there picking out stuff and trying it on. It was really fun to just whip out a bunch of $20 bills and pay for anything and everything (I had $220 on me). We finally realized we spent too much time there since we started shopping later than planned. Next up.... Hot Topic!

I have to say that Dagny is very nice, but very rich (I mean literally rich), very preppy and the poster girl for Abercrombie & Fitch. All she wanted to go to was Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, Aeropostale, etc. So when we stepped into HT she almost had a heart attack. "I remember when you used to wear flower dresses! Now..." she said at one point. Sarah on the other hand thought it was a great store. She bought an MCR T-shirt and a wrist band that said "sharing is caring" (because ahe ALWAYS says that when she wants something), but it had a guy with a girl holding his hand on either side of him. lol :D Dagny bought a pair of nice peacock earrings. But I, yes I, spent almost ALL of my money on that store. I bought The Black Parade Is Dead! shirt, a Queen shirt, a fishnet shrug, black and white arm warmers, and a really cute skirt! You probably don't think that's alot, but Hot Topic is a very expensive store. I REALLY wanted these really great red skinny jeans, but they didn't have my size! >.<>

(HT model, not me)

I went to Claire's and got a headband and a bracelet. Dagny got some stuff for her little sister. Then we went to F.Y.E. and I got a Panic(!) CD. I didn't have enough money to buy the DVD though :(

Dagny finally got her wish and we went to A&F. She loved it! Sarah and I sat outside on the chairs resting while she ran around looking at stuff. When we first walked in, some really hot guy smiled and said "how are you girls today?" and he was just gorgeous! But don't you think that's interesting? That's all he did all day. You know why? Because he was a poster boy A&F type of person. They run the fashion world. What's cool, what's not, how you should look, how you should act, etc. If they told people to stop breathing, 92% of teens would drop dead!

So then we went to Hollister. It's actually a really great store, they have a lot of great stuff (I was surprised at myself that I liked it because I'm such an anti-conformist). And they were having a sale! (which means normal prices. A&F had a sale too, but they were still unbelievably expensive) So I bought two really nice shirts. I loved it there. The store had tinted windows and it was all brown inside. It looked like a cave. And they played great music! If only it was cheaper...

Back home we all had double chocolate cake and key lime pie with ice cream. We laughed and sang and had a lot of fun. By the time they left it was 12 am!

My dad got me an iPod nano! Yay! But I still feel loyal to my mini...

Well, sleep is all I did after that. Now I'm going to pack for Vancouver! Oh my gosh! That's tomorrow! Hate to abandon you so unceremoniously, but gotta go! Bye!

Friday, June 27, 2008

"...school's out for Summer!..."

School's out! Finally! Yesterday was my last day at school. Man, it feels good to be free. No homework, no school drama, no high school pressure, no Ms. Lowenstein! Hallelujah! Oh! Oh! Guess what? My dad (aka: the greatest guy ever) bought me a "Live and Rare" MCR CD, Life On The Murder Scene, and the Fall Out Boy "Live in Phoenix" DVD. I'm so happy! I'm definitely in for some major video watching, considering I didn't even watch my first MCR DVD. How awesome will this Summer be?!

More news: Monday's my B'day, but since I'm leaving for Vancouver on Sunday today my friends Chithenga (from school) and Miller (from before preschool!) are going shopping with me at the Jersey Gardens Mall. I'm planning on spending the bulk of my money at Hot Topic.

Hey, new subject. This morning (yes, THIS morning and yes, I realize it's 8:20) I finished reading this book called "Rainbow High". It's the sequel to the first book, "Rainbow Boys", in the series by Alex Sanchez. I first read "Rainbow Boys" in sixth grade and earlier this year I remembered it and reminded my friend of it. She said there were two books following it so I went and bought the second. Unfortunately, more than halfway through the book, my forgetful self and I lost it. Yesterday I bought it again! It was great.


"Rainbow Boys" by Alex Sanchez

This book is about three teenage boys trying to make sense of their lives in high school. Jason Castillo, the best looking athlete in the school, is trying to figure out if he's gay. Kyle Meeks is gay, but doesn't know how to tell his parents. Nelson Glassman is gay and the world knows it. And for that he pays the price of being taunted and bullied and beaten by the many homophobes in the school.
The way Sanchez sets up the characters, they are very complete. Their situations are believable and it's really an inside look at what some teenage boys really go through in life.


Of course, if I gave you a summary of "Rainbow High" it would give away the ending to RB. And I wouldn't want to do that, would I? :P So here's his site (I haven't really looked at it): www.alexsanchez.com

Well, I have to go. I'll try and post before Vancouver, but if not then I'll see you all in about 10 days! Bye!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

"...crying 'FREEDOM!'..."

Sorry I haven't been posting lately, but I've been working on my ELA project that was due yesterday. After working on it and science homework since 3pm I finally collapsed into bed around 2:40am on Thursday. Luckily, I did end up finishing my project. See? Procrastination does make perfect ;)

Anyway, let me give you an update on the week. On Monday Santana asked me out (which in our school means being boyfriend and girlfriend without actually going on a date) and I said yes because he wrote this really mature, considerate letter to me and he's my friend anyway. Also, it's almost the end of the school year. On Monday Casey started going out with Martinez which was bad because he's a possessive jerk and he broke up with her last year on Valentine's Day. On Tuesday she found out her friend Rivera was going to ask her out when Martinez did so on Wednesday she broke up with Martinez (also he was following her around everywhere and always touching her). The same day she said yes to Rivera, but remembered her parents said she couldn't go out with anyone and said everyone was pressuring her so she broke it off with Rivera on Thursday. He understood, but Victor wouldn't leave her alone and he made her brownies and kept saying he loves her. Casey left for Utah early Friday morning so she wasn't at school. Mora keeps flirting with me cause he doesn't know I'm going out with Santana and meanwhile Peguero kissed [I don't know his last name] by force. She is way too controlling in their relationship, it's not going to end well. Also, Melendez asked Rivera out and he said no so Reid asked her out cause she felt bad. Then he explained the real reason why he asked her out and now her and her friends are mad at Reid. The whole time I'm staying up till 12am finishing my math and ELA project and texting 5 people at once trying to straighten out every one's problems. As you can probably guess, I need a break from school.

But good news: NO MORE SCHOOL WORK!!! The books closed on Friday and now all we're going to do for our last 4 days is clean, pack and go to the park! Yay! No tests, no projects, no school work, no homework. This is going to be fun.

I started getting into the habit of watching MTV and Fuse lately so now I have a lot of awesome music to share. Check up on [enter creative blog title here] this week because I'm gonna have a lot of free time (woo hoo!).

See you all later! Bye!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day!!! If you are a father or if you have one, wish a happy father's day to yourself/him from me!!!!! (and from you I guess) Unfortunately, I am very sick. So I just came on to wish all a happy father's day and now I will sleep. Again.

Friday, June 13, 2008

...Swaying blade my lullaby...

Happy Friday the 13th! I'm not very superstitious so the day was normal for me. No bad luck. Actually, good luck considering that I finished my science project. Now all I have to do is a math project and an ELA project. *shudder* I'm so behind on my math... Anyway, today after school my mom and I went to get our nails done. That's like one of the "mother/daughter bonding" times that we have. Gross. That sounded so cheesy. But we did our nails and I got (this is so funny because I swear my feet are completely different than the rest of me) black on my nails with an awesome white-and-silver design on the thumbs (for free! Thank you Korean lady!) and "Ballet Slippers" pink on my toes. That's right. PINK. But it's actually a really super light pink that's almost white. It actually does look like those whitish, worn out ballet slippers. But I love both colors, especially my nails cause the design is awesome. It's like a feather of silver and white spurting from the corner. I love it!

Well today I want to talk about some of the greatest short stories ever. For my ELA project, I have to read 2 books, do a retelling of both and design a reading log in 8 days. And-like always-there is a LOT of extra credit stuff that we can do like an opinion, a rating, adding designs on the log, top five reasons why I would recommend it....etc. So, I asked her (since I felt it impossible to read 2 books in 8 days and still comprehend it on top of doing everything else) if I could read a bunch of short stories by..... Edgar Allen Poe! And she said it was alright! So I'm here to share with you two of my favorite stories.

The Pit and the Pendulum

This is the story that the song The Poet and the Pendulum is based off of. It's about a man who is captured by an Inquisition and then put in a giant, metal pit. He spends at least 2 days trying to figure out the size and shape of the pit in the pitch black darkness. When he wakes up, he finds a loaf of bread and a pitcher of water. He is beyond thirsty at this point, so he drinks and gets drugged. Upon waking he finds himself on the floor, bound to a wood plank. A perfectly seasoned steak lays next to him on a plate, but there is no water. Above him swings a pendulum that is slowly, millimeter by millimeter, descending. He shoos rats away as they eat his steak and bite his hand. For days he lays there with no water and a descending pendulum above him. Then, as it starts to shred his robes, he starts rubbing the bindings, causing the rats to bite his hand and chew off the ropes just in time. Well, just in time for the pendulum to ascend and the walls of the pit start to close in. There is another pit in the center of the floor that is filled with human cries and fire(?). Just as he slid over the edge to the pit, the walls move out and some French guy saves him.

I found the ending very disappointing. I know the guy was French and this Inquisition was torturing him as a captive, but where did the French savior come from?! And there was so much suspense building up to his death and then he lived! I personally thought the pendulum should have killed him, but maybe that's just me...



The Tell-Tale Heart

This is the first story I ever read by Poe. It's about a man who is good friends with another man. But the friend has a weird blue eye. So the main character decides to kill him. (okay...) Every night at midnight the main character sticks his head in the door and opens a lantern just enough so a stream of light falls upon the eye. But the eye is always closed. Then one night the old man wakes up. The main character waits with his head and the lantern in the door because it's pitch black and he knows the man can't see him. He can hear the old man's heart beat in his ear. Then he opens the lantern upon the eye and it's open so he gets angry at the eye and throws the bed over the man and crushes him. (again, okay...) Then He dismembers the body in the bathtub and hides the pieces under the floor boards. he cleans up everything and then the police come. They say that they heard someone shriek. He says that he's watching over the house because the old man is away and it was he who shrieked during his dream. The police search everywhere but found nothing, so the guy pulls in three chairs into the very room that he hid the body (because he's so confident) and chats with the police. Then he starts hearing the pounding of the dead guy's heart in his ear. And he starts getting restless and the pounding gets louder and louder and louder. And finally he screams that it was him who killed the man and his body is hidden under the floor boards.

I love this story because I love the detailed way the Poe describes everything and I LOVE the way he describes the man getting up and pacing and thrashing his chair around and the police laughing and chatting. You would think the police would notice all this, but it's what the man sees and hears within the state of his guilt and insanity.


I really love Edgar Allen Poe, he writes amazing stories and poems. You should all read them! so on that note, goodbye!